יום שני, 7 בנובמבר 2011

Home alone 3

So, after 2 weekends in a row of having someone staying over, i'm home alone.
so far i got use to it and found other excuses why i shouldn't be going to the gym. 
then i had guests so i couldn't. 
now i have to think about it all over!
so, today it's that i'm still tired from the weekend.

instead i walked after work to the store where i bought new "winter boots". 
in a second look, they didn't look quite enough for winter.
checking it with the locals they said i was right. 
going back to the store they said i can't get my money back, but just exchange it.
well, next time i should go shopping with a Canadian!

i had such a good time having my friends from home here. each weekend i discovered more sweet spots in the city. going out, drinking and having a blast!!
but now, it's quiet. boring. back to routine. and it is hard! 
i'm finding it harder after they're gone to realize again, i'm far away. for a long time.
keep wanting to have both worlds. knowing it's not possible. 
i hope i get use to life here but at the same time not forget what is it back. and not to be forgotten.

i keep feeling i'm always waiting for the next thing.
next weekend, next conference, next vacation.
but it's not that i suffer at work. 
on the contrary! 
work only get more interesting for me. 
it's not a playground but i'm having fun.
i can also say i'm waiting for the next event, for planning the next thing, to establish my place.
well, someone has sung it before: "nobody said it was easy..."

just had a need to blurb. and to myself as well- keep smiling!

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